cause' you made me speechlesss everytime when I see you

Another bad day

By Auph · November 22, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

19th Nov 2009 - Nua, Slack, Die

Slacked ard Des block at night.
He went up, and police came.

Screeened and shits.

20th Nov 2009 - Dou Feng, Farewell Party

Went dou feng whole of yesterday. From afternoon till night.

Evening went for farewell party. After so long, I got to see my Unit. They changed pretty much.
I see leaders.
I see commitments.
I see endurance.
I see a team.

ESNCDCC, Continue to bring that kind of spirit to the future batches okay.

Anyway, 2nd OC is leaving as well, not long after she became our OC. First OC stepped down because of school commitments. Now who will be the next OC? HAHA. Exciting. We always get only 2 Officer in our unit. (1 OC & 1 TO).

Now.. take a look at this..

 

OMFGWTFBBQROFLMAOLOL ! HAHA !

We were all each given a photo of this, with a short note at the back from our juniors(:
HAHA, so cool. The ESNCDCC 1st full batch (: We are teh Pioneeers~ ;D

 

Farewell party ended at 6pm, went home changed , headed to Pasir Ris to meet friend. Then he took me around again.

I've got no pictures despite the nice sceneries at Changi depot and all, because I've got no mood to take any.

Friend took me around Punggol/Sengkang etc etc. Went up to 130kmph. Damn gey yan lah. Feel as if I'm relieving myself from all the shits in my mind.

It'll be better if I can find someone to shout with. Sigh. :(

All that I felt returned shits to my life.

21st Nov 2009 - It's almost the end of November in a blink of an eye. :(

Nuaing at home today.
I don't wanna go out.
But I have to. Arg.
Cousin's BF birthday chalet @ Aranda.

Nothing on my head is thinking right.

 

I wanna go shopping.

Zirca

By Auph · November 19, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

I finally got myself off my bed.

I'm Sickk!! Why at this time. WHYY.

Only managed to sleep at 6am this morning. Coughs, Sneeze, eye irritation all. Arghh.
Now I woke up with a fever. ):  Fck.

Hey, I'm sorry.
Everything's blank on my mind right now and I don't know how else to explain
but to say I'm Sorry.

Zirca's little snaps~

 

Featuringggg~ The DJs Special! (Extended Party)

 

 

By Auph · November 19, 2009 · 0 Comments · 9 Views

Feeling cold and having a pretty bad sorethroat noww eh.

I hope I don't fall sick on 26th larh. Urgh.

Sigh,
Things aint getting better.
Idk ,
Anw, I edited the previous posts.

Don't wanna show the dull side of me here.

Heh,

Camp's tmr. I doubt I will be able to wake up early lah.
So I'll go in the afternoons.
And at night shall be fun. HEHEHE. Vrooom :D

Let it all out.

Will update Zirca's little pictures tmr.

 

You are my Only One.

By Auph · November 18, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

By Auph · November 18, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

I'm recruited by MC2(:

That's a good news.

But I've got better inside good news !

Someone's is finally back lorh.
Went out hastily and forget bring phoneee.
And I still thought she was sleeping since yst !

I'm having insomnias. :(
Because I'm missing someone.
But now I'm finally able to sleep.

I wanna go dou feng tomorrow.
Gna ask friend to ride me on his bike tmr.

 

 

It doesn't matter, how far and how long it takes . I'm willing to wait . As long as I could see your smile everyday

Conspiracy.

By Auph · November 18, 2009 · 0 Comments · 8 Views

Went out to meet Des, Joanna and Xiaoboy, den bought Absolut Vodka and went up to Des hse to drink, my solemn partner.
Guess we are both emo over the same problem..

Hock joined us after.

Drink drank drunk and ts/dillon came to meet us to slack outside Des hse.
Went back Des hse to drink agn.
Supper at 201 with them and Ian.
Homed.
Gnna drink again.

Drink Drank Drunk..

 

Rise&Shineeeeee, SUNDAY

By Auph · November 15, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

Hey!

It's another Sunday! ((:

And it's just a night away from THE (M) PARTY AT ZIRCA! :D

 

Oh yeahhhhhhh! It's gnna be so damn crowded and crazeh :D

TIckets selling at SGD 24! HURRY GET URS NOW!

 

Imma woke up at 10AM agn(: Morning called CHL for like 50minutesss? But she was up long ago already, bathing and all.

Omgg, made me feel so damn zibi early in the morning k! :(

HAHA, then chatted with her till she's gone for work. Back to sleep till 12.30 :) Don't know why I can't fall asleep again ):

I feel so super duper lazy to work lah. 3rd day already. LOL. Gahhhh. Pay's rolling in on 22nd Nov!(: Next pay roll on 7th Dec.

Wth lahh. So fast going Dec already?

That's my holiday?! So fast lor. I haven't played enough.

I'm still unsure if I wanna go to Sec 5, or take up Private Os. :/

I hope my results would be good (:

Alrightt, I'm off to watch my Heroes Season 4. HAHAH.

I shall have fun tomorrow night! :D

 

By Auph · November 12, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

I GOT MY HTC!(:

Yesterday woke up at 11am, went City Hall to collect my phone, then got home and couldnt sleep anymore. Nua-ed on bed until like 5plus. Zz.

Totally rot. Tired but just can't get to sleep!

Had dinner and went out to meet YY and Gab&Xinle at Hair Culture. Went to eat with YY after he's done, and Claudia came over (:

Went to meet TS after that, then Gab, and went somewhere, HAHAHAHA.

Homed at 2+ I think (: Totally toh-ed on my bed!

Awww, 2 hours more and I'd have to work already. 7pm-7am man! :(

Rachel's going HK later! Takecare there uh~ :D I know you'll read my blog. HAHA :D

 

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Why isn't there anyone, in this vast world.

WORKWORKWORK, ADMINSADMINSADMINS, no sleep :(

By Auph · November 11, 2009 · 1 Comment · 8 Views

Hey (:

On leave for 5 days and started back on work today, yet I was informed that we'll have to rush 1000 orders after work hours (OT). :(

Right now, just got back home from OT due to over-production order :(  -  3pm-4am !! 13hours of work today!

My eyes are red and I'm really lacking of sleeep. Can already feel my body heat right now. Sigh.

And now I'm flooded with freaking stuffs on my email from my CCA. :( :( Meetings meetings meetings wth. Doubt I can apply leave for all the 6 days.

Working hours have changed to 7pm-7am again, for 4 days, from tnight onwards.. T_T, prolly taking off if I don't get enough rest. Gotta wake up at 11.30AM tomorrow, travel down to City Hall to collect my HTC phone. Bleh :( Then travel back home, catch a nap and wake up at 6, prepare for work. How? :(

EEEEEEEEK. This job is giving my dark eye rings again. 5 days of leave to catch back my rest and hangout time with my friends, and now work is harsher now!  * #(*$#%)* *

I'm gonna clear up my stuffs and hit the sack now. GOODNIGHT my dears

 

HpyBirthday Jiajie

By Auph · November 7, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

When it's at work, it's boring, tiring and sickening doing the same thing, hearing the same loud voices for that many many hours.

When it's at home on off days, it's boring, zou bo lan, although sometimes I take offs to go out, but there are also days when I took cos' I'm lazy to go.
just like today.(:

Went to TeoHeng yst night with Jiajie, Gab, Ts, Yuyang, Dillon. had fun there till 1am - celebrate Jiajie's bday and stuff (:

Singing at K is really addicting(: haha

Well, right now im feeling bored again. it's gonna be another off day tmr. have to wake up early for dental appt. at Lee&Lee tmr. It's at Ocean Towers :( So far. But I guess it's worth the travel, and the cost. (108Sgd)

Really can't wait for crazy shopping spree and getting on hold of Samsung Pixon 12 ! HEHEHE.

When it's work day, we all dread it coming. When it's paydall, we want it fast, yet, the amount of money we could have got were shortchanged by our laziness to work. Tsktsk.

^^

I wana clear my desk and neaten my desk ! And go shoppping :D Wahah.

@Rachel rmbr my Jacket when you go HK okay!
@Bem rmbr my yummie gummies and shoes when you go TW okay! (:

 

16th NOV, THE {M} PARTEH @ ZIRCA MEGA CLUB (Previously MOS!)

HURRY GET UR TICKETS!

By Auph · November 3, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY
BIRTHDAYYY,
DADDDY
&
MELISSA MOMO JIEEE !

lotsa love & stay happy !
best wishes :)

 

& I wanna treat my Dad to a meal ! :)

By Auph · November 3, 2009 · 0 Comments · 2 Views

Work ended at 9pm yesterday night, and caught midnight's Poker King with my fellow collegues and staff, at Cathay E-hub.

I must say that the show was really nice and touching. It's just so sweet that even I feel really touched by the actions the guys did to their gals just for love.
IMO, there aint a single part of the show where it's boring. Instead it's a really engaging and excellent movie by HK again !

Must say the cast crew did it really well and with such a great plot ;)

Hee,
I wanna watch it again !~~ Anyoneeee?
It's a good show to watch with your gal, or someone you like (=

Next movie I'm gonna catch would be Pandorum! Then, New Moon :)

Must watch Poker King okayy peeps. ;)

Work agn tmr :( Gna hit the sack now. Cya !

 


* I really wanna know you more, J!

 

Q4 I.T Show - SITEX 2009

By Auph · October 28, 2009 · 0 Comments · 2 Views

By Auph · October 28, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

Slept at 10pm on my off night after I got home. Dozed off in just less than 1minute after I got my hands off my phone.

Woke up at 5am in the morning, can't sleep anymore, so decided to wake bi up. But she turned off her phone -.- So waited for her sms.. which then came at 6.30+

Went back to sleep at 12pm, till 4pm. When I woke up, Jon & Alph told me that we got no more night shifts. All got changed to 3pm-11pm -.- Totally blurred.

So we went Orchard Cinei to meet up with the bunch of collegues, total got 10+ pple (: Caught Tsunami, LJS and E2Max for an hour later.

Some went off after the movies. No photos for yst bcos I'm not rlly close with thm :)

Then the guys decided to head to Geylang~ And we cabbed there around 11+pm. LOL.

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Cabbed home with Jon, Alph and Jenson at 3+am. The taxi was super fast. Crazy taxi one. The cabby sped like nobody's business from Geylang to Bedok, then to Simei, then to Tampines. We almost got shot by the traffic camera, and right infront of a police car. Haha. Then on the way to Simei, the cabby made a swift turn. Jon flew to me. I hit the car door -.- Can even hear the drift from inside, exciting :D

Then when I got off, I opened the door and the car was still skiing. Almost fly off the cab instead of stepping out of the cab. Haha. And he made an illegal u-turn. ;)

Flextronics (Afternooon shift)

By Auph · October 28, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

Flextronics has closed down Night Shift. All night shift personnels are converted to Afternoon shifts =(

Working hours are now 3pm - 11pm (8hours) instead of 7pm-7am. - Earning $1.5k + a month, exclusive of OTs.

Well, no doubt there's more rest time, but salary goes down too. We are earning lesser. No more OT hours, except for after 44hours of a week.

And it means I'll be able to eat a fuller dinner/supper! =D Haha. But the pay now really turns us off :( Sighh.

Anyway, the company is still looking for people.

Interested parties please contact me for details ! ;D
93255561

 

 

By Auph · October 23, 2009 · 0 Comments · 2 Views

I'm on leaveeeeeeeee again, and I had a goood night playing Dota and skyping and chatting ;)

Now I'm just a few hours away from work :( Ahhh~~

R/E just called me and told me my Cash cheque is with them. My friend got a similar call too. WTF, we all gave our bankbook photocopy rdy sia, then never bank in D: I must say the money come reallly slow after payday :( Take like 1 week sia. -_-

I've calculated. 1 month's salary, after CPF deduction will be 2k + , provided if I work 5-7 days a week. Hahah ! :D

After 44th Hour, it's all x1.5 rate per hour. On the 7th day of the week, it's x2 rate per hour the whole dayyy :)

Hohoho. Can't wait for calendar's school holiday, then thr wont be CPF deductions ^^. Keke.

 

I'm gonnna shop eat shop eat playyy clubb next month (:

Alright, off to prepare for work !

& HpyBirthday Celestine.

By Auph · October 19, 2009 · 0 Comments · 2 Views

im tired but i aint sleeeping.

rotting in front of my computer browsing and chatting. cant believe im spending my off day just like this! ):

going to dye my hair with my friend tmr before we go to work.  it'll be another long night tomorrow, and subsequently. but at least it's better than rotting and decaying and decomposing at home for 2months over.

im planning to get my Pixon 12. looks really cool and nice keke. luckily i didnt buy omnia II yet, otherwise i'll feeel so regret.

 

*random* I wanna drink Raspberryy Vodka!

 

gdnights ;D

 

By Auph · October 17, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

Back from work! 3rd day of work today (1 morning and 2 nights) :)

Supervisor today was having a bad menopause I swearrrr lol.

She screamed the hell out at people the whole night. Luckily I wasn't one of them. Hahah. Whereas the other who would usually be shouting and screaming (aka. 大S), was rather peaceful and friendly. Haah. Morning shift didnt have any thing much to do becos thr were little orders. Same goes for Night shift actually. But the supervisor die die want us to work like krazy, and she asked for stacks and stacks of orders for us to run. Wahlao eh.

Still got 2.5 months to go. Zz.. How will I sstay alive after the end of my contract? Hahah.

It'd got so much lesser people now in Nightshift already, bcos the Poly pple are gone. :( No chio bus lol!

Tired nowwwww.

Gna hit the sack and off to chalet ltr before work. Have to cab again. I'm taking the cab with my friends like crazy ever since I start work. Lol!

Like the 6th time this week! Haha! And 5/6 of them are on Peak hours!

Alright cya again NIGHTS!

By Auph · October 9, 2009 · 0 Comments · 2 Views

I'VE GOT A JOB!

Hahaha ! Yeahh Finally after 3 Interviews (although all 3 were successful), but I still picked this instead.

It's actually a 12Hrs/6/3months job. And there WILL be OT. Working with Alph Hc and Jon from next Monday onwards @ Flextronics - managing rejected goods from HP and performing RAM (Repair & Modification), of which also includes stock piling and moving of goods from place to place.

We opted for the night shift, which will be 7PM - 7AM (+$10 Night shift allowanace) daily, and OT will start from 7PM - 11PM when necessary, at a pay rate of $9/HR + $10 night shift allowance. Quite a good pay actually, for night shift.

Payroll will be 2 times a month, mid and end of month. ^ ^

However, we're bounded by contract in a way that we have to commit till the End of the year. Termination will result in heavy penalty of the remaining unworked days! But I hope our supervisor will be good and grant us a week's leave or some off days during Nov. x)

It will be tiring, but it's much better than rotting at home and doing nothing constructive. Hahaa.

Anyway, they still have a lot of vacancies and for interested parties, please read the details below:

 

Working Hours:-7am - 7pm (Morning Shift) OT from 3PM - 7PM
-7pm - 7am (Night Shift) OT from 7PM - 11PM
-(Mon-Sun) Any 6 days of the week.

$6/hr with night shift allowance of $10/day. Overtime rate - 1.5x for PHs, 2x for Off day (7th day of the week).

CPF bounded.

MUST BE ABLE TO COMMIT UNTIL END OF DEC

For details please drop me a comment here or text me (if you got my number)

 

 

 

 

 

Shopping Cum ' Mooncake Festival! :D

By Auph · October 4, 2009 · 0 Comments · 7 Views

Yeahhhhhhh!

Woke up at 12+ on Saturday morning. Waited for the rest to wake up, then met up at Tamp Inter and headed to town. Like 11 people LOL. SHOPPING! =D

First Stop, Orchard Ion. Some went UniQlo to shop, while me yh and hock went downstairs to grab a bite. The Each-A-Cup's bubble tea pearls are super hard D: But the drink is nice :)

Then walked past Scotts Square and headed to FEP. Most of us bought a pants from Flexor :), then went upstairs to eat.

Walked back to Orchard Ion cause' LW wanna shop 2nd round. Haa. Then went back Tamp mart, met up the rest to celebrate Mooncake festival, while some went home to change.

Bought like one big bag of sparkles and candles and went to SunPlaza park around 12AM after eating supper.

Had sparkles war. Throwing at each other .LOL

 

Pictures~ Not very clear cos im not using a good camera, and it's super smoky there, and quite dark =D.

 

See the amount of smoke we made LOL.

 

The place is on FIRE!

We threw Lighters into the fire. And it went "' KABOOOOOMMM! "  XD

 

By Auph · October 1, 2009 · 0 Comments · 2 Views

IT'S CHILDRENS' DAY TODAY!

 

Hahaha, also the 2nd last day of School in 2009.

At the end of the day we were given gifts from our teachers. Haha, super sweet one.

 

And there's also a framed class photo given to all of us. Hahah =D

It was really a short year.

N Level's just next week and most of us would be graduating for further studies? :)

Last day of school tmr! Can't wait to read my Testimonial =D

 

 

Before I close my eyes for the last time
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

*Chorus end*

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

By Auph · September 27, 2009 · 0 Comments · 4 Views

Just like an aftermath of a fire. We could only simmer it and watch the ashes fly. -(We could only be friends)

By Auph · September 22, 2009 · 1 Comment · 10 Views

Been super lazy to blog! Will blog when I find my motivation and inspiration x)

 

Laters~

By Auph · September 19, 2009 · 0 Comments · 2 Views

I miss the times I had last year.

I miss the fun we went through.

I miss the love we shared.

I miss the things we did.

I miss the words we said.

I miss the promises we made.

I miss having you in my life - in my heart.

By Auph · September 12, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

N Level papers have been alright. :)

SS was right hit on the topic I studied on, but again, I lacked of time management despite tht I'd managed to do much better than before. In the prelims, I didn't even have time for SEQ. Haha.

English paper was rather okok. Some said it was easy. But I spotted some mistakes on my part. I guess I was pretty sleepy while doing the paper :(. And for Paper 1, I picked Exposition again. Haha. Since I got 25/30 for my Prelims Paper 1 xD

CL paper was easy :) Hahaa.

Was sick on Thursday night :/ . Had a terrible ulcer at my throat, till now it's still hurting and swelling. Vomitted badly last night because I hadn't been eating for the past 3 days. Everything and anything that I swallow just hurt my throat badly. Had terrible insomnia and feeling burning hot over my body! Just seen the doctor and he prescribed me some antibiotics and blah. I don't really like medicines :/ Oh and he gave me MC for Monday! Ahah!

Aftr I recover, Im gonna eat a lotttttttttttttt. I promise myself. Haaah.

It's Sunday already tomorrow. Holiday's ending really fast. Suckaaaaaaaaa. School's ending in 3 weeks' time, leaving with just the major papers till 8th Oct. Sigh. If I'd worked harder last year, played lesser, headed the advises and woke up to my senses earlier, I wouldn't have to walk this extra mile in my life. Dammit. =/ I shall find ways to ammend for this extra 1 year being taken up in my life.

Come to realize, there's many many things that I wanna do in life. But I just don't have the mood and energy and attitude to do it when I want to. I'm contradicting my ambitions, my goals, my dreams.

After the N'Levels, I will make my life constructive. It's a goal to me now.

Alright, I'm off to watch Heroes S3 now. Almost wrapping up with the Season Finale :D Cya folks.

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